Today, I've just finished the Mock Exams (Econometrics yesterday, and Micro today). I did worked hard, at least I thought I did....but all I can say is...Terrible!. I'm not well-prepared at all. But look on the bright side, according to class teacher, all the mock exam matters is that it tells you how harder you have to work for the final exam, that's what it's for anyway. Moreover, I've push myself over the limit. Today, I've had mock exam at 9, Micro lecture at 10-12, Risk Analysis class 12-13, Econometrics class 13-14, Quantitive for Finance 16-19, I just ran from building to buiding. When I got home, I'm totally exhausted!! 

                

                 Well!, I can't complain anything anyway, since everyone at the LSE is pretty much in the same situation or even worse. LSE really expects a lot from us. I keep asking myself the same question "Do I belong here?". How come I always feel like I'm shrinking and shrinking everytime that I'm in lectures or classes. It seems like, no matter how hard I try, it's never enough for the LSE. I've never studied this much in my life, but I'm still falling behind... How harder should I try, then? I can't even imagine what it's gonna be liked in June, when I have both the Final exams and dissertation to finish all at the same time.

                

                 For now, let me just enjoy my Christmas holiday (actually, the holiday wouldn't begin until next Friday but I've decide to start my own holiday from now on!). I'm really looking forward to going back to Thailand. There're still 2 more Mock exams waiting for me on the second week of the Lent term T_T               

 

                 Miss you naka Mom and Dad and Ohm and all my friends.